Only time can tell.
Time has gone by so fast this year. Every year since I was a freshmen, it’s been speeding by. It seemed like middle school took forever to end, and now I’m already (almost) a senior. I don’t know how I feel about this. I’ve been around the same exact people for 10 years just about. I see kids around school that I met in first grade and now I’m about to graduate with them and more than likely won’t see them again. That’s life, but I feel like I’m taking it all for granted.
It doesn’t even feel like school is about to end. It feels like this should be the end of second semester. I almost wish it was.
I hate the fact that the clocks are 2 minutes fast at work. Those two minutes can make a huge difference.
This summer I might end up going to Chicago to visit with family and hopefully Texas to stay with Richard for a couple days. I’m stoked for many reasons. I need to get out of Vegas for a while. I’m due for a vacation. Every year I get in this mood where I just get sick of everything out here, then I leave for 2 weeks and miss everything after 4 days. Vegas has a hold on me, I don’t know what it is.
My dad fixed my sun roof a few days ago. Yey! Today we went and got new tires and rims, all for $500. Sweet deal. My car looks brand new, now. And since I’ve got that new steering wheel cover, I’ve felt like I’ve been driving an 06 Beamer.
Shit’s been eh lately. I’ve been in a dull mood all weekend. But then again, I’m almost always in a dull mood. I’m a boring person.
My brother is letting me borrow his DSLR. I was surprised to hear he’d let me but I think he and I are subconsciously trying to mend our relationship. Ever since he hit high school, there was all kinds of tension between us. Now, nearly 10 years later, we’re not at each other’s throats anymore. I kind of like it. After he helped me out with my car today I wrote him a letter of appreciation, so I’m hoping that sealed the deal.
Anyway, I’m having all sorts of fun with this camera. I want to go somewhere shot-worthy. I’m thinking the skatepark. And I kind of just want to take portraits of my friends. Is that weird?
I’m trying to get some sort of business going with purse designing and then some. I know I won’t find the time, effort, or money to do it, but I at least want to make an attempt. I’ve got a bunch of requests and I don’t know how soon I’m going to end up getting them done. I need better technology.
This week plus next week and my junior year is over. Joseph, remember when I was 14? Those were the days. If I could explain the way I feel via movie, then this would be a scene where I’m just standing in the middle of a lobby while everyone and everything around me is moving too fast to catch a glimpse of it.